The payments were overdue again, and the bank had started calling every other day. That morning, with the sky in Seattle smeared in shades of wet gray and the air thick with that lingering dampness after rain, I stood in front of Michael’s old sedan and told myself, It’s just a car. But the moment I reached for the handle, my hand trembled.
It had been thirty-two days since he died. Thirty-two days since the hospital called and used words like aneurysm and no time to respond. Thirty-two days of Lily not saying more than ten words to me unless it was about school or groceries.
And even those words felt like fragments, pieces from another version of our lives that no longer fit. That morning, I found myself alone in the kitchen, stirring cold tea with a spoon too loudly. The clink against ceramic used to annoy Michael.
Now it filled the silence like a ghost of our old quarrels. The family photo still sat by the window: Michael smiling with his arms around me and Lily, taken last summer in Cannon Beach. We looked happy in it.
Real. And I wondered when exactly the illusion had begun. “Breakfast is ready,” I called up the stairs.
I knew Lily would not answer. Her bedroom door had thudded shut minutes ago, the sound sharp and final. Seventeen is hard.
Grieving at seventeen is brutal. But watching your daughter turn into a stranger is something else entirely. The car sat at the far end of the driveway, speckled with pollen and streaked with grime like it had not been touched since the funeral.
Michael used to wash it every Sunday, polishing the hood until it gleamed. He believed a man’s car said everything about him. I did not care about that.
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