I came home to Virginia with one plan so plain it should have been impossible to ruin. I wanted to sit in the back row, clap when my father’s name was called, and leave before anyone decided my uniform, my absence, or my life belonged to them for public discussion. That was all.
The flight had been late, the rental car smelled of lemon cleaner and old cigarette smoke, and my sweater still held the stale chill of the cabin when I turned off the highway toward the town where I had grown up learning to keep my face calm. Small towns greet you before the people do. The storefront windows looked the same as they had looked for as long as I could remember.
The church sign still leaned a few degrees to the left. The diner off Main Street still had the same bell above the door that made every head turn when someone walked in, which was the whole point of it. Miss Donna saw me first.
She was behind the pie case with a coffee pot in one hand, and for one second her face softened in the way faces do when they are remembering you as a child rather than seeing you as you are. She had known me since the third grade. She had given me extra whipped cream on pie when I was upset about something and had never asked what the something was.
For a moment I thought that recognition, that old warmth, would just be that. Then it changed. “Clare?” she said.
“Honey, I heard you were done with the Navy.”
I smiled because smiling was easier than opening a file cabinet of facts in the middle of a diner at three in the afternoon. “No,” I said. “I’m not done.” She looked embarrassed before she looked curious, which told me the embarrassment was about something she had repeated rather than something she had invented herself.
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