The first thing I noticed was that my wife wasn’t crying.
That frightened me more than if she’d slapped me across the face.
It was 10:47 on a Friday night in October. I was walking through the revolving doors of the Halston Hotel in downtown Chicago, and there was a woman holding my arm.
Her name was Sabrina Keller. She was laughing at something I’d just whispered in her ear. Her blond hair brushed the shoulder of my charcoal jacket. She leaned into me easily, the way you lean into someone you’ve leaned into many times before.
We were talking about Lake Geneva. A little inn on the water in Wisconsin, two hours north. We were going the next weekend.
I’d already invented the excuse I’d give my wife.
A client emergency in Milwaukee. Two nights away. Bad cell service.
I didn’t even have to rehearse it. That’s how good I’d gotten at lying. I didn’t rehearse lies anymore. They just came out of me, smooth and easy, like breathing.
We stepped out onto the sidewalk. The air was cold and smelled like rain and bus exhaust. Sabrina was still laughing.
Then I looked across the street.
And I stopped walking.
Claire was standing under a streetlamp.
My wife of nine years.
She was wearing her cream-colored wool coat over a navy dress, the one she wore to her sister’s birthday dinner last spring. She was holding her purse with one hand. The yellow light from the streetlamp fell across her face.
Her face was perfectly still.
This was the woman who’d packed my lunches every single day when my consulting firm was still two desks in a rented office above a laundromat on Clark Street. The woman who’d slept in a plastic hospital chair for three nights straight when my appendix ruptured. The woman who’d spent the last three years asking me, gently, over and over, why I seemed so far away.
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