Forty-Four
The athletic director’s name was Marcy Belden, and she said the five words quietly, almost kindly, the way you’d tell a man his fly was open.
“Put Eli in, Coach.”
Coach Dawson turned his head slowly. The clipboard in his hand, with my father’s folded paper lying across it like a small white flag, had begun to shake.
“Marcy, we have a plan for the second half…”
“I know your plan.” She was fifty-two, compact, in a school-spirit fleece with a lanyard, and she had her hand out, palm up, for the paper. “I’d like to read this first. Then I’d like him in the game.”
Behind me in the bleachers, a hundred people had stopped pretending to look at the band.
My name is Joan Marsh. I’m sixty-one, a school-bus dispatcher for the Perry County district, which means I’ve spent twenty-two years making sure other people’s children get where they’re going, and I’m good at it. I don’t make speeches. I make phone calls at 5:40 in the morning.
My husband, Ron, died in 2012 of a heart attack on a county road, in a plow truck. My son, Danny, Eli’s father, was killed in 2019 at thirty-six, on Route 22, by a driver who never stopped. Eli was nine. I had a boy at my kitchen table who stopped speaking for eleven weeks and a house with a mortgage and a bus route to run.
My father moved in that month. Walter Marsh, seventy-three then, a retired lineman, with a bad knee and a worse temper, who said, “I’ll take the back bedroom,” and never once discussed it again. He taught Eli to tie a knot, split kindling, and say “yes, sir” to bus drivers. He drove him to practice in a 1994 Ford with a tape deck that only played Merle Haggard.
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