The knitted baby booties should have made Andrew smile. Instead, my daughter’s doctor-turned-husband went deathly pale when she chose a name for their first child. Before dinner ended, he pulled me aside and confessed that one page in Amanda’s old medical file had haunted him since the day they met.
“Go home, Mom. Your back hurts in that chair.”
Amanda was fourteen, connected to two machines and barely strong enough to sit up.
Yet somehow my back was the emergency.
“Go home, Mom. Your back hurts in that chair.”
“I’m comfortable, sweetheart,” I said.
“You make that face when you’re lying.”
“What face?”
“That one.”
She pointed weakly at me.
I laughed because she wanted me to.
Then I waited until she fell asleep before I cried.
“You make that face when you’re lying.”
***
Amanda had been seriously ill since childhood. By twenty, she’d spent more birthdays in hospital rooms than at home.
Robin and I became experts in waiting.
Waiting for test results.
Waiting for medications to work.
Waiting for doctors to stop using words like “concerning.”
Amanda had been seriously ill since childhood.
Eventually, we reached the sentence every parent fears.
There wasn’t much more they could offer.
Then we found a hospital trying a newer treatment approach for patients like Amanda.
That was where we met Andrew.
He was part of her specialist team.
There wasn’t much more they could offer.
The first time I saw him, he stood beside Amanda’s bed reading her chart.
For a moment, he didn’t speak.
He just stared at one page.
Then he closed the folder and looked at her.
“How are you feeling today?”
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