I bought the lake house in September, on a Tuesday, alone.
I want to say that word first because it contains the whole story.
Alone.
Not as a statement of loneliness or pride or defiance, but as a fact, the specific fact of a woman who had spent twelve years building something with her own hands and her own hours and her own capacity for discomfort and who had, on a Tuesday in September, stood in a lawyer’s office and signed her name to a deed that contained only one name.
Mine.
The closing took forty minutes.
The lawyer was a man named Harris who had done real estate law for thirty years and who had the quality of someone who receives information without editorializing.
He did not say anything about the single name.
He did not say anything about the absence of a co-signer.
He handed me the keys and said: congratulations.
I drove to the house.
I let myself in.
I stood in the living room with the wide windows looking out over the water and the stone fireplace and the specific quality of the September light on Lake Norman that I had been thinking about since the first time I saw this house, the light that came off the water in the late afternoon and that moved across the cedar walls in a way that felt like time was being marked.
I stood there for twenty minutes.
Just standing.
Then I sat on the dock.
The water was black and glassy in the early evening and you could hear the soft slap of it against the pilings and I sat there until it was too dark to see the far shore and then I went inside and slept in the master bedroom without sheets because I had not yet brought anything and woke in the morning with the specific clarity of someone who has arrived somewhere.
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