I wrote “BEST DAD” in shaky blue icing.
It looked terrible.
But I was proud of it.
For once, I imagined Greg might smile. Maybe awkwardly. Maybe briefly. But maybe he’d finally see me.
The night of his birthday, Mom lit candles while I carried the cake out with trembling hands.
Greg looked surprised.
“For you,” I said quietly.
He stared at the words on the cake.
Then his face hardened.
“Stop.”
The room went silent.
“I’m serious,” he snapped. “Stop doing this.”
I felt my cheeks burn.
“Doing what?”
“This.” He pointed at the cake like it offended him. “Pretending I’m your father.”
Mom shifted uncomfortably. “Greg…”
“No.” He stood up from the table. “I feed you. I keep a roof over your head. That’s enough.”
The candles flickered between us.
“I just tolerate you, kid.”
It felt like all the air disappeared from the room.
Mom quickly stepped in, taking the cake from my hands before I dropped it.
“Go to your room,” she whispered.
I looked at her, waiting for her to defend me.
Instead, she said softly, “Just… leave him alone for a while.”
That hurt almost worse.
I locked myself in my room and cried harder than I had since Dad left.
The next morning, the cake was gone.
Nobody mentioned it again.
For two days, I barely came out except for school.
Greg didn’t knock on my door.
Didn’t apologize.
Didn’t even look guilty.
Saturday morning, Mom left early for a double shift. Greg was supposed to be home.
Around noon, I finally went downstairs for cereal.
At first, I thought he was sleeping.
He was lying on the kitchen floor beside a shattered coffee mug.
But something felt wrong immediately.
His eyes were half open.
His skin looked gray.
“Greg?”
No answer.
My stomach dropped.
I ran closer and shook his shoulder.
Nothing.
Then I noticed he wasn’t breathing.
My entire body went cold.
“Mom!” I screamed instinctively, even though she wasn’t home.
Panic crashed through me so hard I thought I’d faint.
Then suddenly, I remembered health class from three weeks earlier.
CPR training.
Check responsiveness.
Call 911.
Chest compressions.
My hands shook so badly I almost dropped my phone while calling emergency services.
“He’s not breathing!” I sobbed. “Please hurry!”
The dispatcher kept talking calmly while I knelt beside the man who said he only tolerated me.
“Place your hands in the center of his chest.”
I started compressions.
One. Two. Three.
I counted through tears.
I pushed until my arms burned.
I begged him to breathe.
“Come on,” I cried. “Please don’t die!”
I don’t know how long it lasted before the paramedics burst through the door and took over.
One of them gently moved me aside while another shocked Greg’s chest.
For one horrible second, nothing happened.
Then suddenly—
A gasp.
A weak pulse appeared on the monitor.
“He’s back,” someone said.
I collapsed against the cabinet, shaking uncontrollably.
At the hospital later that night, Mom hugged me so tightly I could barely breathe.
“They said you saved his life,” she whispered through tears.
I didn’t know what to feel.
Anger.
Relief.
Confusion.
All tangled together.
Hours later, Greg finally woke up.
I stood awkwardly near the hospital door while Mom talked to the doctor. Greg looked smaller somehow. Fragile.
His eyes found me.
For the first time since he married my mom, he actually looked at me.
Really looked.
His voice was rough and weak.
“You stayed?”
I swallowed hard. “Yeah.”
He stared at me for a long moment before tears filled his eyes.
The last thing I expected from Greg was crying.
“I heard what you said to the dispatcher,” he whispered. “You kept calling me Dad.”
I looked down at the floor.
“I didn’t know what else to call you.”
He broke completely then.
And so did I.
