The keys went up in a high, lazy arc against the October sky, turned once in the sun, and dropped into the standing beans without a sound.
I watched them go. I did not move. Somewhere behind me the grain cart tractor idled, and the only other noise in the whole world was the dry rattle of bean pods in the wind.
My brother-in-law, Truman Weller, stood beside the open door of my combine with his empty hand still out in front of him, like he could not quite believe he had done it either. He was forty-one, Morris’s only brother, two years older.
“Now you’ll have some time to think about it,” he said.
It was a Saturday, a little after four in the afternoon, three weeks to the day after we buried my husband.
I was thirty-six years old, and I had twelve acres of soybeans left to cut.
My name is Anna Weller. I work three days a week as a vet tech at the animal clinic in Hampton, Iowa, and the rest of my life, for fourteen years, I farmed with Morris.
Morris was thirty-nine when his heart quit. He was in the machine shed on a Tuesday morning in September, greasing the bean head before harvest, and he just sat down on an overturned bucket and did not get up.
Our son Henry found him. Henry is ten. He had gone out to tell his dad the school bus was coming, and instead he came running back across the yard without his backpack, without his coat, without any words at all.
I am not going to tell much about those first days. Anyone who has lived through them knows already, and anyone who has not, I hope never has to learn.
What matters for this story is that the beans did not care.
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