“Be good,” she said at the door of our Newark apartment, already wearing her sunglasses, her perfume lingering in the air. “I’ll be back before you know it.”
I was eleven.
I remember staring at the bill and the crumpled fives beneath it, confused. My backpack was still on because she had pulled me out of school the day before, promising we’d spend “special time” together before her trip.
There was no special time—just her packing late into the night while I sat quietly in the hallway watching TV, afraid to ask questions because she snapped whenever I did.
“What about food?” I asked.
She sighed, irritated. “There’s macaroni. Peanut butter.
You’ll manage.”
“For how long?”
“A few weeks.”
A few weeks.
Even then, I knew something was wrong. Not just bad—wrong. Kids on TV had someone to stay with when parents left.
My mother didn’t bother with arrangements. My father had been gone for years. My grandmother had died the year before.
And my mother kept saying she “deserved a break.”
Apparently, Europe was that break.
Before leaving, she adjusted my collar with forced gentleness. “You’re smart, Tessa. Lock the door.
Don’t tell anyone I’m gone. People take advantage. And don’t embarrass me.”
Then she kissed my forehead, grabbed her suitcases, and walked away.
I stood there, listening to her footsteps fade.
For the first two days, I followed her instructions.
I locked the door. I rationed food. I ate cereal and peanut butter sandwiches and drank water because the milk had already gone bad.
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