Too quickly. I was a match. Signing the consent forms felt unreal, like I was watching someone else write my name.
Friends asked if I was sure. Doctors explained the risks carefully, slowly, as if giving me room to change my mind. I didn’t.
The night before surgery, I lay awake listening to the steady beeping of machines through the wall, wondering if she would even want my kidney. Wondering if she would reject it the way life had taught her to reject me. The surgery went well.
That’s what they told me when I woke up, groggy and aching, my body heavy and unfamiliar. They said her body was accepting the kidney beautifully. They said I’d saved her life.
I waited by her bed when they moved me to her room. She looked so small. Smaller than I remembered.
