Neal was one court hearing away from losing his children when a stranger he had rescued from a snowstorm walked through the doors. The man looked grateful once. Now, he looked like a threat.
After my wife died, the world did not stop.
That was the cruelest part.
Bills still came in the mail.
Laundry still piled up in corners. The fridge still had to be filled. My daughter still cried for her mother at night, even though she was barely two and did not understand why no one answered when she asked for “Mama.”
My son had just turned one, too young to know what he had lost, but old enough to reach for me with both hands when I came home, as if I was the only thing holding his small world together.
And I was barely holding myself together.
My name is Neal, and back then, I worked as a truck driver. I took every route I could get. Short haul, long haul, overnight, back-to-back, it did not matter.
If there was money attached to it, I said yes.
Most days, I honestly had no idea how I was surviving.
I slept in parking lots with my jacket rolled under my head. I ate gas station sandwiches that tasted like cardboard and drank coffee so bitter it burned all the way down.
I kept pictures of my kids clipped to the sun visor, right above the windshield, so whenever I felt myself slipping into that dark, empty place grief kept dragging me toward, I could look up and remember why I still had to move.
While I was on the road, my mom watched the kids for me.
She loved them more than anything.
I knew that. She would hold my daughter in her lap and hum old songs while my son crawled across the rug with a plastic truck in his hand.
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