My daughter knew something was wrong the moment she stepped into the house.
I heard her key in the front door a little after six on a Tuesday evening in January. I didn’t get up. I didn’t call out. I just sat where I was, by the living room window, with my hands folded in my lap, watching the streetlight come on across the road.
The lights in the house were off. The thermostat was set to sixty-one. The kitchen had that cold, still feeling a home gets when nobody has cooked in it for too long.
“Mom?”
Allison’s voice. I hadn’t heard it in person in almost a year. She lived in Chicago. She was supposed to be in Chicago.
She came down the hallway with her rolling suitcase still behind her and stopped in the living room doorway. I could see her outline against the light from the street. Her good wool coat. Her briefcase over her shoulder. She’d come straight from the airport.
She saw me sitting there in the dark.
I must have looked like something. I know I did. I was wearing two sweaters and a knit hat inside my own house. My shoulders were bent forward. I was sitting the way I’d learned to sit that winter, small and still, like I was trying to take up less space in my own home.
She didn’t take off her coat. She didn’t say hello. She didn’t ask why the lights were off.
She walked straight past me into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator.
The light came on inside it. The only light in the whole house.
I heard her stop breathing.
Inside was a bottle of water, half a lemon wrapped in plastic, and nothing else. Not a carton of milk. Not an egg. Not a piece of cheese. The shelves were wiped clean. I’d wiped them myself that morning, because I didn’t know what else to do with my hands.
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