Too Late
The hospital bracelet scratched against my wrist every time I moved, cheap plastic stamped with a barcode and a patient number that made me feel more like a case file than a person. I kept rubbing my thumb over the raised print, trying to steady my hands, which had not entirely stopped shaking since the second day. Three days in Room 418.
The episode had begun as simple dizziness in my kitchen, the kind you dismiss as dehydration or standing up too fast, and then it escalated without warning into vertigo so severe that the room spun until I vomited and the floor felt like the deck of a ship in a storm. The specialists had been quieter than I would have liked, their conversations just outside my curtain kept at a volume designed to be reassuring without actually reassuring anyone. I was exhausted and scared and holding myself together through the specific effort of will that requires you not to think too carefully about what you are holding together or why.
I was waiting for Adrian. He would walk through the door, I told myself. He would look frightened the way husbands look frightened when something reminds them that their wife is a body moving through an uncertain world.
He would take my hand. He would say we would deal with whatever this was together, the way the two people who built a life together are supposed to deal with things. When the door finally opened, Adrian did not look like a husband rushing to his sick wife.
He entered with the sharp, forward stride of a man walking into a meeting he believed he had already won. No flowers. No anxious expression around the eyes.
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